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    @BEE🐝 @littlemissbeesjourney instagram profile

    BEE🐝(@littlemissbeesjourney)

    People often think we hate food. ———————————————————— It’s not about hating IT, it’s about being afraid -afraid to lose the control, what does the food do to your body. To eat, have food in you... see what i does. Lose control... ————————————————————-We don’t dream and overall think about food ALL THE TIME, because we hate it -if we would actually hate food, we wouldn’t waste our time to thinking of it. ————————————————————- It’s about being completely and beyond endlessly obsessed with food -it’s about still wanting it. It’s about it being something amazing, something so big, yet so scary -an exciting thing.————————————————————- I love food, i want food. I’m just afraid, so afraid. Not feeling empty anymore and losing the control, it feels unbearable and something i could NEVER do -maybe not even wanting to do? Just being a mess.———————————————————— But the raw and triggering truth of me is: ————————————————————- I know that i’m not SO ‘small’ and that’s exactly what’s in my mind ALL THE TIME. I want to eat, but i want to achieve my goals first -i want to look sick, i want to look anorexic. I want to achieve that before i allow myself to eat, to actually bloody eat, to not starve with the almost non existent food amount i’m forced to eat or ‘needing’ to starve overall. I want to let go and eat, my biggest wish is to eat. Sad? Yes. Sick? Yes. I know it. But i want to be anorexic looking sick girl before i eat, i want to achieve that goal before i eat. Then i can eat, i don’t have to starve anymore. Just that one goal.

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    @Charlotte @not_able_to_recover instagram profile

    Charlotte(@not_able_to_recover)

    Dinner was baked ham with mustard sauce, carrot, beans, mashed potato, bread and butter, custard, and apple juice. Currently feeling like shit, having second thoughts about recovery I can't do this each time I eat and gain weight I become really depressed and I'm starting to become really suicidal again I keep having breakdowns and I just don't know what to do anymore I feel so alone. I really can't do this anymore #recovery #youcandoit #selflove #yourworthit #anxiety #staypositive #anorexia #anorexic #depression #anorexiarecovery #selfhelp

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    @🌸🦋Becca🇬🇧23🦄💕 @rewriting_rebecca instagram profile

    🌸🦋Becca🇬🇧23🦄💕(@rewriting_rebecca)

    this morning is frozen ❄ banana 🍌 topped with a (pretty purple 😏) blackberry yoghurt. 😋✌️😊 Nothing planned for today other than having to go & collect my prescription 📄 💊 from the med centre & then venture upto the pharmacy. ⚕ 😌 I might walk into town with my mum & have coffee ☕ before she goes to work, but tbh.. I just feel really anxious to go out again thanks to my negative body image, so.. might do, but equally.. may not... 🙈 Have a nice Friday aka 😉 haha #fitfam #alpro #breakfast #recovery #beatingeatingdisorders #edfamily #edcommunity #fit #edfighter #edawareness #anorexiarecovery #edwarrior #edrecovery #nutrition #breakthestigma #health #friyay #fitness #wellbeing #anorexia #edsoldiers #eatingdisorder #mentalhealth #anorexianervosa #fiveaday #eatittobeatit #soya #anorexic

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    • 19/01/2018
    @666 @tornsuicide instagram profile

    666(@tornsuicide)

    you know how lost i was without you but you've left me again... even thou you know i wouldn't take it very well but you don't care, you don't even care to tell me why you leave.... i try to forget about you thinking it'll hurt less but it only hurts more and now i don't know how to take all of this. i'm hurting and i just want you to be here with me because i've been with you for a long time. i need you but if you don't need me that's alright just stay happy and safe please... we've been through so much and you know that, you're all i had during those shitty times and i miss the old days with you. i love you. -a #killme #cut #suicidal #selbstmord #selbsthhass #bulimic #letmedie #depressionedits #tumblr #selfharmmm #ana #suizid #cutting #suicide #depressionen #depressededit #depressededits #anxiety #sad #anorexia #ritzen #depressed #sadedit #mia #svv #bulimia #triggerwarning #selfhate #anorexic

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    @struggling @fighterfairy instagram profile

    struggling(@fighterfairy)

    Hey! Bmi 16.7 Didn't sleep well tonight but way better after I ate this bar. Gonna eat not soooo little today, because we're gonna go skiing tomorrow and I wanna have energy for that! Gonna go to work and then shopping 🤷‍♀️ #weightloss #thin #ana #ed #skinny #anorexia #food #anorexic #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #eating #i

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    @Emily🌸🥀 @hopeless_thoughts._ instagram profile

    Emily🌸🥀(@hopeless_thoughts._)

    I still haven’t gone to any of my classes yet because my school has been closed due to the weather. My anxiety is still so bad 😔 I just wanna crawl in a hole and die because I know nobody will even attempt to talk to me at this college 💔 //// #alone #hurt #hate #worthless #suicidegirls #depression #cuts #suicidal #broken #useless #pain #l4l #suicide #anxiety #sad #depressed #lost #empty #relapse #selfhate #anorexic

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    @🌸Signe🌸 @recovery_gurl_14 instagram profile

    🌸Signe🌸(@recovery_gurl_14)

    today was My usual oatmeal this time with tumeric, chia and flax🙈Cause i am feeling A bit sick🤭so i topped it of with A banana, pear, Apple, coconut flaskes and goji berries👏now i am on My Way to A yoga class and afterwards We are driving an hour or so to visit some of our friends that We Met at therapy group and We are gonna eat Lunch there so💁‍♀️have an amazing day👏stay strong and let us recover💕 And sorry but i just need to write this it May be some of you guys Think “oh she has fully recovered now” but trust me you dont live in this House with me Where i scream and cry everynight.... you never see Those sick routines i have When i walk... and so on😖 #breakfast #edsucks #anorexiasucks #recoveryisworthit #minniemaud #fearfood #aedrecoverywarrior #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecoverymeal #anorexiarecovery #recoveryishard #edrecovery #anorexicgirl #recoveryforthebooty #recoverywin #anawho #gaininglifenotweight #anorexia #recoveryforboobs #anorexiafighter #edfam #eatittobeatit #makedecembersparkle #anorexicrecovery #recoverymeal #anorexic

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