yal I use to be a hot ass mess. 🔥
you would've never known, because I never shared.
My Poker Face 💪💪💪
I would feel like someone is watching me. 👀
I didnt feel like I was living for myself.✌
I felt like everyone could hear my thoughts and everyone is looking, but actually.
None of that matters. ❤
It would take up so much space in my mind I wouldnt move for hours.
Stuck Stagnant. 😫
like fuck that. fuck you. fuck outta my face. what?
Then I realized how much I was tricking myself. So when I Saw this post like I overstood because in would do the same things, but people really Did not know why so lemme break it down from my point of view.
1. Order my food for me, 🍔because I dont want to talk to anyone, they make me nervous, and I dont wanna choke on my words.
- Now Im confident, and don't stress yourself. We are all human and it's okay to make a mistake, you learn from it.
2. Stand next to me, a little closer I have a fear of abandonment 🐾
- now I know I'm never alone.
3. When are you gonna be there?
Im over thinking, worring, projecting the worst, because you are not with me and I can't see or hold you so my mind will create every possible situation of Want could happen or you could just text me I'll be a little late and I'll be fine. - Now. everything happens at its perfect timing. What is time anyways? 🌻🌻🌻🌻
Soo from the outside I look like A hot mess, 🔥
when I know how hard I'm trying.
So for anyone going through anixiey, dont give up on yourself.
There is no such thing as normal!
Do what makes you happyand set yourself free! No need to worry!
A patient person is our best friend, because we know we can be alot.
And yal help us when we need to vent.
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