Yesterday I asked myself “What would make me successful?”. For the longest time my dream was to move away from Springfield and become a programmer with a supportive partner. In the last 2 years I hit those goals. But I still don’t feel successful yet. There is still a lingering dream that I have always wanted.
If you have seen me in person, you know that I am a big guy with bad posture. I don’t feel like that though. I have always been scared to look in the mirror because who I am on the outside doesn’t reflect who I think I am on the inside. But I was just avoiding the problem by not acknowledging what I am now. By me pretending to not notice, I have wasted years of my life living a poorer life than I want.
So after putting a lot of thought into what I still want, I want to feel comfortable in my own body. I want to be healthy, I want to look good, I want to be able to try the kinds of clothes they don’t make for fat people. I don’t want to deny myself anything less. Losing this weight is now my dream. Being fit and healthy is my idea of success now. I know it won’t be easy, but it will be worth it.
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