| THAT DAY . . | so today has been ‘that day’ I’ve felt it building over the last few days but it still hit hard. I should have known to not bother getting out of bed when everything started to unravel just after midnight. Camden was having his midnight feed and decided to projectile vomit his entire days worth of milk whilst feeding all over me, him and the bed, he then went on to cluster feed from 3-6am this morning to make up for the lost milk resulting in my nipples being ripped to shreds and every latch feeling like little daggers being slowly inserted!! Camden decided to make this even more fun by constantly latching on and off! 😱🔪. We were up and out early for Fins football class at 9am I would have chucked it but with the Easter holidays and me giving birth last week he hadn’t been in 4 weeks. The kids obviously got the message that today was the day to wind Mum up - they have done nothing but fight and bicker all day. The word ‘muuummmmyyy’ was uttered at least 15,000 times before we left the house. There has been a LOT of shouting and tears from all parties, a few outfit change dirty nappies from Camden after all the milk, split expressed milk 😫 and lots of tantrums, again from all. I’ve found myself questioning whether I am actually capable of parenting 3 under 4’s, questioning my decision to continue breastfeeding (even though this is the furthest I have made it with all 3 babies) and questioning my general sanity!! So there has been a lot of sweeties bribery, iPad time and sub-standard parenting today but I am drawing a line under it, pulling up my big girl pants and classing tomorrow as a new day and clean slate. Now we just have to get through supper and bath time then it will be straight to bed!!!