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    Eda @eda.grows

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    I had celebratory french toast for breakfast this morning. ‘Why celebratory?’ I hear you ask. Well, it’s only because I woke up this morning to find that I got my period back! After 5 months of not having it, it was a welcome surprise to say the least! I’m so proud of myself for getting this far, now I just can’t wait to fully recover! #lookatmego #frenchtoast #edsoilder #anorexia #anorexic #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #breakfast #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #damngood

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    • 16/01/2018
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    Such a wonderful breakfast to start off this fdoe. Apple and blueberry porridge with caramelised apple and blueberries on top, and a blackberry jam #fdoe #happy #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #blueberry #breakfast #anawarrior #apple #porridge #anorexia #anorexic #recoverywin #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa #anarecovery

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    • 14/01/2018
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    Dinner is pizza for the second day in a row, and I’m not complaining!🍕🍕 -450 #anarecovery

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    • 13/01/2018
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    This was dinner last night at Wagamama with my mum! Chilli squid, veggie gyozas🥟, chilli chicken salad🍗🌶🥗, and a carrot and ginger juice🥕- so challenging but so good! I’ve got a weigh this afternoon after not being weighed for over a month so that should be fun. Wish me luck!❤️❤️ #salad #wagamama #anorexia #recovery #anorexic #recoverywin #eatingdisorder #goodfood #chilli #anorexiarecovery #chicken #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa

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    • 10/01/2018
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    Lunch today is tomato soup and a fruit salad. So yummy, even if it was a struggle to eat at #mario #watermelon #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #ana #soup #lunch #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa #anarecovery

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    • 09/01/2018
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    My main reason to recover is my family. Last weekend, i saw a massive group of my family at a get together in oxford. At this get together we’re my two youngest cousins, Milo and Rudy (who I love to death). Seeing them reminded me of a quote my therapist always used to say- “you wouldn’t deny a two year old of food because it is cruel, so why do it to yourself?” And to this day, that is the quote I live by. So that said, breakfast today was porridge, toast with Nutella, an apple and a banana, and though it may seem like a lot, in reality it’s just enough to get me through till lunchtime! Have a good day my #cake #anorexia #recoverywin #anorexic #recoveryforlife #recoverforfamily #anorexiarecovery #love #ana #family #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa #anarecovery

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    • 09/01/2018
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    Today’s post is about facing your fears. This morning I was al ready to just have a porridge pot for breakfast as that has become a safe food for me- both because I like the taste of them but also because I know the exact calories in every single one. But then I thought, ‘nothing will change if nothing changes’ so I changed my damn breakfast, and didn’t calorie count it. And guess what? I’m not dead, I’m okay. Anorexia might be really loud right now but Eda is happy because she’s one step closer to full recovery. So that’s said, use today to face your fears people, because what’s the worst that can happen? #anorexic #recoverywin #porridgepower #anorexiarecovery #breakfast #faceyourfear #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa

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    • 05/01/2018
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    Liquid calories - I wish! Morning snacks with my bestie is a cold brew and a chocolate cookie at Starbucks. -350 cals- #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #ana #nourishtoflourish #beatanorexia #edsoilder #recovery #anorexic #recoverywin #recoverforlife #edwarrior #keepfighting #recover #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexianervosa

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    • 31/12/2017
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    Yummmmyyyyyyyyy🍬

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    • 24/12/2017
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    Breakfast was the nicest bowl of porridge ever. A gingerbread cookie and white chocolate coins. -600 cals-

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    • 24/12/2017
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    Body check 1👕👖👟

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    • 20/12/2017
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    Lunch is a ham salad sandwich and a Diet Coke. I was given a yoghurt, two satsumas and a bottle of juice but I ate one of the satsumas and threw away the yoghurt and juice. I feel like shit and they’re threatening me with inpatient but I just can’t stop. For fucks sake. -244 cals-

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    • 19/12/2017
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    Dinner last night was spicy California rolls. So good but so expensive! -200 cals- #anorexiarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa #anarecovery

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    • 18/12/2017
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    Challenge for the day is a roast dinner with all the trimmings!👍🏻 -700cals-

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    • 17/12/2017
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    M/s was a banana and honey bap with a glass of mango lassi. Only 7 sleeps to go people! ❄️❄️❄️ -450 cals-

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    • 17/12/2017
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    Breakfast this morning was yet another bowl of deliciously creamy oats topped with raisins, brown sugar and banana. I enjoyed this whilst watching daddy’s home, my favourite Christmas movie! -450 cals-

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    • 17/12/2017
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    Dinner and night snack! Cheese on toast and a custard filled donut 🍩. We went out food shopping and I couldn’t let us buy quality streets. I’m afraid I’ll eat them all! I guess that’s just another reason to get better, not having irrational fears! -600 cals- -300 #anorexiarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa #anarecovery

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    • 16/12/2017
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    Lunch and afternoon snack was a falafel salad with hummus and pita and a lemon and poppyseed cake. We ate at the Christmas market which was actually really disappointing- just loads of cake stalls and baby clothes! Anyway, I’m still proud that I ate properly and with my family. -400 cals- -150 #anorexiarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #anorexianervosa #recoveryispossible #anarecovery

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    • 16/12/2017
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    M/s is this beauty. Today’s going to be a good day I can feel #marksandspencer #eatittobeatit #anarecovery

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    • 16/12/2017
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    Breakfast this mornings was 100g of oats with milk, a banana, and two squares of dark chocolate with almond pieces! So nice and warm whilst watching a Christmas movie all by myself! -534 #anorexia #recovery #goodfood #eatingdisorder #chocolate #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #anarecovery

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    • 16/12/2017